Lately I've been really negative and God has convicted me that I can't show the joy that Christ has given me if I'm not positive. I mean I'm not walking around saying I hate life or something, but the little stuff. Stuff like movies, I'm always the one that doesn't like them. Granted it may just be a bad movie, but I don't want to be the party pooper. Then we're doing this dance in choir and it's not the greatest, but really I auditioned for it and it's not going to be good if I go in with a stinky attitude. I know this is little trivial stuff, but I'm just really trying to work on a happier attitude all around. I want the joy I've found in Christ to come out in every aspect of my life. So that's that. I hope you have/ are having a fantastic day.

P.S. My friends and I were chosen to sing at graduation, which is a really sweet thing. We didn't think we would make it in because a lot of people were trying out. Then they asked us to choose a different song and it took us like two weeks, but we got one. It's by Natalie Grant and I'm really excited because the words say exactly what we would want to say. Here are the lyrics (I am so excited!!! Singing at graduation means singing in front of  a LOT of people. There are about 400-500 kids in my senior class and we all get 20 tickets, we get more because we're a small class. But if you do the math that's like 8,000-10,000 people. Maybe I'm just calcualting this wrong, i don't think i am. That's a lot of people).

sometimes i get that overwhelming feeling

so sad those faces on TV

if i tried to make a difference would i help anyways

but then i stop and to myself i say

CHORUS:

so you wanna change the world

what are you waiting for

you say you're gonna start right now

what are you waiting for

it only takes one voice

so come on now and shout it out

give a little more

what are you waiting for

sometimes i feel a little helpless

seems like i can't do a thing

but anything is possible just you wait and see

good things happen if you just believe

CHORUS

someday somehow

gonna take that step

cause time is ticking away

right here right now

before it's too late

gonna face tomorrow today

CHORUS